I am mentally preparing for the unknown, going to get Molly shortly and wondering which Molly will present.

I understand she is possibly withdrawing again, understandably so with all the medication changes but my fear is the looming catatonia. There are signs – now let me see…..

Tomorrow is the endoscopy, she may or may not go through with it, I truly hope with all my heart❤️she does!

Payment has been taken for the metabolic testing so I am assuming we should have the results soon too. Some relief there too as the tests I sent must have been ok to test.

🙏🏻 that Molly comes out the other end of this mess which I truly believe is all caused by antipsychotic medication and the cocktail she has been prescribed for the past 10 years. I will remain hopeful that all things are possible.

Luv C x