Well, I may as well update you whilst we are back stuck in her room, Molly is disassociating, constantly on her iPad watching colouring. She did accept personal care this morning and has eaten well today. Although she did well yesterday and was engaged throughout the day, days like that are very few, maybe as a result of yesterday she is now overwhelmed? we have no way of knowing. Yes, it’s frustrating and it must be for her too. She got emotional before, it’s so sad to witness, all I can do is sit with her and be here for her in the silence.

I will attempt some colouring or maybe a jigsaw to see if she will interact or even join in…..now let me see.

It’s almost time for me to leave I feel sick in the pit of my stomach – like I do always this is when I have to be brave and walk away. The dog needs walked and I need to get ready for work tomorrow. She is warm and safe, still no way near her baseline, let’s hope this process of healing her happens 🙏🏻 sometime soon. I will focus on the fact yesterday for her was good, she told staff she had had a good day!❤️ I suppose there are signs that she is improving.

Luv C x